就像一場夢

嗯，要醒了嗎？

系會日誌

還有人記得這個嗎？

A “stolen” display

I just moved my father’s rarely used 24" display to my room.

Mobile Communications

I recently subscribed SmarTone's internet on mobile service, with a monthly fee I can browse the web / check e-mail with the application that came natively with the phone. Rates at $38/month with a daily free usage of 20MB. After that the plan is automatically "upgraded" to $78 for the rest of the month.

I once asked a customer representative at one of the local stores: If on the last day of a billing month my usage exceeded 20MB will they charge $78? They will. A completely rip of if you ask me. I have to use this service very carefully.

The speed is good. One drawback is that the phone display is so tiny it hurts to read for longer than a half an hour, especially on the road. So I don't think I will ever use all of that 20MB. If I do I'll go blind or something.

I feel a little sick tonight. The food seems to be the problem.

Coffee

我家有頭狗名 Coffee，從未向朋友露面，它是唐狗，少於一歲。

數天前它死了，父親說原因是它出外吃了不該吃的東西。

雖不是人命，但也是一個小生命，回家時少一個會行會走的動物，有一種說不出的失落感。

原來死是多麼突然，又令我多想人、死、關係、感情的問題。

找不到它的相片，可能遺留在剛報銷的記憶咭裏。

想像力

中秋節，喺天台同屋企人燒嘢食同埋賞月。

雖然天文台話可能睇唔到個月亮，但係嗰日大部份時間都見到個好圓好圓嘅月光，附近有少少雲陪住個月亮，所以唔覺得個月亮孤令令喺個天空上面。

我見到天空咁大，俾少少想像力，自己喺個地球入面比啲大氣層包住，上面個月亮圍住自己轉...點解佢唔會跌落黎呢。

呢個時候又食多兩件雞翼，又桔多兩件雞翼嚟燒。

之後又攞咗兩件月餅嚟食，幾好幾好。遺憾嘅係冇汽水，如果有嘢冰凍嘅汽水就 fit 哂啦。

當然又睇吓電視，同屋企人傾計呀咁。（電視搬咗上天台。）

好似冇點燈籠，唔興掛，我諗。

我又諗，點解呢個活動要叫做賞月呢，其實，真係無乜去望個月亮。話哂佢都係主角，如果我係佢比人冷落咗都幾無奈。

天氣清涼，如果可以喺天台度瞓，地係床以天係被，應該幾得意。

「凍死你呀！」

今朝攞起隻杯，睇到杯內雪白無比，覺得屋企人真係好。

夜晚返屋企見到間房有人執過，原全無咗嗰種溫馨嘅感覺，只係覺得要將啲嘢打亂返好麻煩。

人真係奇怪，要諗咁多嘢。

A trip to the Island

After the show I took the tram to Causeway Bay. I actually think it is where many cute guys hang around (of course there are MK guys who migrated to Causeway Bay for no reasons, but anyway we pretend they didn't exist anyway). I looked like a slightly over-sized boy who don't care very much about how he looks. Sometimes I feel that a guy is looking at my direction, I always think they find me weird or something. I seldom looked at myself in the mirror, too afraid to see horrible thing. (Is that me!?)

Causeway Bay is not for me. I can't remember if I found myself comfortable in this place... nor any place, then it is not the problem of Causeway Bay after all.

I went to Times Square and collected a box of Häagen-Dazs ice-cream moon cake. Delicious. Also picked up a Starbucks drink a few levels up. The barista seemed confused when I ordered, and what I ordered isn't complicated - just plain iced tall latte. Is there something wrong with my pronunciation? I knew that I have some pronunciation problem but people can hear what I said no matter how I say it, what a nice place this is.

傷風

哈哈，我又病咗啦！乜嘢都做唔到只有係屋企食完瞓，做咗隻豬，都唔錯。咁就放完假啦，真係快。

搭巴士

昨晚放工我好得閒，走咗去尖沙咀警署門口搭 6A 去深水埗，原本搭地鐵只係十分鐘，搭巴士要半個鐘。

就係我等緊車嘅時候後面有個男仔，我留意咗佢好耐，我諗佢細過我少少掛。佢不停咁望住啲車黎緊個方向，好似好趕時間咁。而我，就一時望吓車，一時望吓佢咁。

終於佢開口同我講嘢啦：「阿哥！請問呢度係咪成日塞車㗎？」

唔係嘛？我唔係大你好多咋喎，你叫我做阿哥？乜嘢意思先。我都唔知開心定唔開心好。最後指咗佢落去地鐵站搭地鐵。

搭巴士返屋企嘅時候成日都會坐下層尾嗰幾排，要對住坐果啲位，仲要坐倒頭車，事關嗰啲位唔會有人坐，唔駛爭唔駛煩。

咁當然係呢啲時候就會留意吓坐對面果個係乜水啦，咁又咁啱有個男人坐咗係我對面喎，跟住我又留意咗佢好耐啦。當然唔係直望啦，想俾人打咩。

就係呢啲閃閃縮縮心情緊張嘅時候，咁啱 iPod 仔播林一峰嘅晚睡（思生活）

「好不容易遇到一個人
他讓你心動卻讓你傷神」

坐到差不多啲人都落哂車，佢都仲係坐係我對面。

最後，佢先落車，但我冇跟住。

「就在下個街口
遇到喜歡的人
這種憧憬未免太天真」

唔開心

成日有人話經一事長一智，但我覺得我有啲固執，每件事「檢討」之後，都係重複番之前嘅錯，有時真係頂自己唔順。

就好似搭車咁。你都知我個人又複雜又麻煩啦，出門口嗰吓就要諗究竟搭乜嘢車好呢……巴士地鐵西鐵路線之多真係諗到頭都大埋，仲要考慮埋究竟長沙灣道彌敦道會唔會塞到仆街呢，南昌轉車會唔會等到想殺人呢。千揀萬揀之後都係出問題，原來彌敦道星期六日黃昏真係會塞到仆街架喎，非繁忙時間在南昌等 K16 真係會想殺人架喎。總而言之，呢啲之前都試過架啦，但係唔知點解又會做返之前話咗俾自己知唔應該做嘅嘢囉。

我想講呢，呢個只係一個例子咋喎。

真係唔想成日做埋哂啲白痴嘢，跟住又唔夠膽話俾人知衰啲乜野白痴嘢。

都已經係上個禮拜嘅事了。